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sabyblog
Created on 2007-12-11 20:08:58 (#14442166), last updated 2010-02-06
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Basic Info Bio | Lost in translation;; "When you spend you entire life keeping it a secret who you really are, you learn to stop trusting people and it becomes second nature." I am just a girl, trying to find her place in the world. I am someone who hasnt found her dreams yet. Im trapped in ordinary, boring life becuase I am too afraid of changes even though I want them badly. Everyday Im doing things that mean absolutely nothing to me, just because I have to. Im someone who´s perfect life isnt having a house and a family. I want to live. See the world. Im someone one who has been wearing a mask for almost 21 years, and I no longer know who I really am. Even though most of the time Im surrounded by people I prefer to be alone. I avoid intimicy, love and anything that has to do with feelings. I dont believe in love... or maybe should I say Im afraid of it ? Im interested in anything and nothing at the same time. Animals are the only thing I really love. I hate alcoholic people yet I sometimes drink too much. Most of my time I spend it in my imaginary world- the only thing that sometimes keep me going. But dont get me wrong.. I love life, I love to live. I just wish I knew what to live for, fight for. |
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